Saturn oppose Neptune
This planetary transit that only occurs to individuals once every 29 years can be one of deep inner conflict. Some people will be experiencing it now. It can take about two and a half years to understand and work through. It is similar in some ways to the current transit of Saturn through Pisces everyone is experiencing, hence the reason for sharing my insight. I feel many will relate to my words and descriptions.
Basically, the thoughts, emotions and subsequent experiences of conflict and inadequacy most of us have result from a deep seated feeling of childhood rejection. This could have been experienced when a person you dearly loved, such as a parent, reacted to an horrific situation that happened to you when that parent was otherwise engaged. You were on your own. They felt guilty for not being there for you so judged, blamed and criticised you for the pain they experienced when witnessing your plight. The low vibrational tone from their reactive verbal judgement and criticism took up residence in your memory bank. Your heart hurt from the rejection you felt. As the result of their over-reactive judgement and criticism you felt like a rag doll thrown on the scrap heap of life. All your stuffing had gone. This weakening experience acts as a magnet.
When a similar situation arises in adult life when another you love, of like vibration to the childhood loved one, judges you as wrong/ bad or stupid and vehemently criticises you in like manner as did the parent, you flounder, like a Piscean fish out of water, without knowing why.
A process of disintegration occurs followed by disorientation. Inability to find words can be common. Cotton wool balls seem to constantly float through the brain. Exhaustion can take place along with the need to be alone. You find yourself giving your power/ life force energy away to the other stronger person who seems to suck up every bit of it.
The energy of the transiting planet (Neptune – or Saturn in Pisces) begins to stirs up the deeply rooted psychologically muddy childhood and past life memories. The buried issue returns to be faced, embraced, understood and worked through. Once remembered, realised and responsibility taken for attracting it, healing occurs. Instantly.
Until this healing process takes place, you can be extremely self-critical believing you have sinned, are “dirty”, and are in the wrong. After all -your loved ones said so! Guilt and self- doubt also arise because the past experience hasn’t yet been seen clearly, realised, forgiven and healed.
Neptune is the planetary ruler of Pisces so the themes of judgement and criticism arise through the Virgo opposing force.
Under the current Saturn in Pisces transit, an old issue involving criticisms and judgements by you of another and from another of you, can arise to be identified, accepted and all parties forgiven. Bear in mind that we experience our lives as a result of our thoughts. When our thoughts are dark we attract like as a child as well as an adult. It is a Universal Law of Cause and Effect referred to as personal karma. Our soul work in this 3D world of form is to see clearly, take responsibility for and heal our karma.
I understand the revelatory soul healing process from another and quite different perspective: that of spiritual and metaphysical science.
We humans are a bundle of unique electro-magnetic energy. Within a gland in our heads is stored magnetite – an attractor. Our brains are constantly being charged by electricity. When a sudden and unexpected debilitating incident occurs, we experience a shock. Our brain, like a high speed computer, experiences something akin to an electrical fuse or a weakened battery that needs charging. It can’t operate effectively until our fuse is repaired or the battery charged. Our legs feel wobbly, small incidents appear as mountains and it is challenging to confidently meet and greet each day.
In spiritual terms – a separation from our main circuitry system (Prime Creator’s Love) has taken place. We weaken emotionally, mentally, physically and energetically. When your hidden issue is finally realised, the broken energy ‘wires’ instantly rejoin. Your battery has been charged and wholeness occurs. The life long issue is over.
As a result of the self-realisation and inner healing connections, your life begins to settle down. You now view it from a higher perspective. From this higher perspective a new life cycle emerges. Having carried heavy and dense unconscious energetic garbage around for most of your life, a new lightness of Spirt emerges. You now perceive your world from a a higher level of consciousness. Your health, life and relationships improve.
Each day glows with the radiance of your gratitude for having experienced the healing of a long held psychological issue. Your soul rejoices. Unification with the eternal Source of all love fills your heart and mind. You know love heals.
Ashtara
15 September 2024
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May you open your minds and hearts to receive and integrate these transmissions, and allow the love guiding them to fuel your daily life,
Blessings and Love,
Ashtara